Allah Knows Best

Bismillah,,

I have making hard decision a month ago. 

I am scared, I am sad and I am anxious but currently I am peaceful.

Ya Allah,

Please teach me how to be patient.

Teach me to trust your decisions, teach me to trust your sense of timing rather than my own and to surrender my desires, my will to your plans for me. Teach me to accept what you want for me, help me better, help me remain kind, help me smile with my aching heart. Help me to remain calm amidst all the chaos.

Sometimes it's really hard to accept the change, especially if there is no apparent reason for such change, but this is life. Nothing is guaranteed.

Everything is a test.

How I learn to don't expect things to go perfectly as planned.

When I am asking Allah for something, I don't have to worry about how it's going to happen and when it's going to be happen. Because Allah wants to make it happen, it will just happen. 

Never doubt the power of Allah and the power of our du'a.

What we want doesn't always happen based on our timing, it will happens when Allah knows its best ^^

Puisi Do'a

 Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

ya Allah,

Tolong yakinkan aku bahwa semuanya akan baik-baik saja

Genggam tanganku untuk melewati semuanya

Ya Allah yang maha membolak balikan hati

Mungkin air mataku sering menetes

Tapi sungguh aku tidak pernah menyesali takdir

Mungkin keluhku sering terdengar

Tapi sungguh aku tidak pernah mengutuk apa yang pernah ada

Aku tahu bahwa semua atas kendali-Mu

Maka,

Tolong peluk aku disaat takdirku tak seperti apa yang aku mau.

Aamiin

Semangat untuk kita yang sedang dalam keadaan lemah,

InsyaAllah, Allah jaga dan kuatkan kita dalam setiap keadaan.

Aamiin Allahuma amiin