Bismillah,,
ya Allah
in my entire life, I have never wanted to hurt anyone.
My intentions were always pure.
When I love, I love hard.
I never want to put anyone in a position where they get hurt so much that they can't even eat, sleep or work.
But why is it so far that's the position I am in.
Why do people hurt me when all I want was something real and loved the way I deserved.
Why is it so far my life has been the act of letting go all the time ? Why is it so far I have to constantly say I am okay but allah knows how broken I am each day.
Do I not deserve to have someone by my side too ?
Do I have to constatntly watch others have the life i want while Im here wondering what is wrong with me ?
I don't understand and I don't know until when do I have to wait until I completely put my guard up high again and never try again.
Because I don't know how long I can stay sane and strong.
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